it's been a year...

She sighed, leaning her head against the car window. It had been a year since she was last able to stop in the moment and glance outside to admire the little things; the rain splattering gently down the window, the lights shining on the wet road, and the sound of the car engine roaring softly. 

If she were to be completely honest, there were definitely times when she wanted to give up. Times where, all she wanted to do, was just crawl into a ball and hide in the corner of her room, listening to sad music all night and never coming out of that corner again.

Yet, she never gave in. 

And, she promised herself as she closed her eyes,

she never will. 

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So am I back?

It's been a while, guys.

I can't believe I still have 47 followers, I was expecting, like, none. Thank you for sticking around, and I'm so sorry I left without a word like that. 

Life's just been... busy, I guess. I haven't found time for blogging until today... I just wanted to write something, it's been a year after all... 

I'm not sure myself if I'm back or not, I know I've certainly missed doing this, but even I don't know what kind of things life is going to throw at me.  

So... until next time? 

TIREEEED

It's 12:14AM.

What exactly am I doing with my life?

I have school tomorrow too.

Dunno. I just... Can't sleep.

*Shrugs Mentally*

I don't even know why the human brain just enjoys thinking so much. Actually, I wouldn't say enjoy. But still, we wander to our thoughts more than often. Well at least... I do.

Maybe I'm just weirrrrd. o.o

Ugh.

But going back on thoughts...

I have the weirdest thoughts.

Ever.

Like I can just literally stay in the same place for two hours (that's what I've been doing right now) thinking about different things, and no repeated stuff either. I think about absolutely everything. I found myself thinking about a pencil. I closed my eyes and pretended I was outside looking at the clouds. I imagine many different scenarios in my head......

I'm not even going to get started on that. 

My definition of SLEEP:

Everyone wants it but doesn't realize when they get it.

You hate it when you're little, but yearn for it more and more as you're growing older and older. 

No. I'm not talking about love.

I'm talking about SLEEP. 

Thank you if you are reading this, it's just a little something to help me sleep. (I doubt that's gonna happen but....)

It's 12:28AM.

I have school tomorrow.

*CUE MAJOR PANIC ATTACK*